I do not feel to take on the challenge of a graduation blog. It's simply an end to another beginning. A milestone, but not the milestone. A big step, but not a giant leap for mankind. XD
And even though I realize that high school has only made me all the more bitter about life throughout the four years, I sometimes question whether I would be happier to live in ignorance, or be glad I have shed off that naivety. It was easier to enjoy the days as a child, but one has more utitlity as an "adult". I don't know which road I will embark on. It seems as though everywhere I turn, I stand with loneliness, hanging on to loose memories, looking toward an empty future.
But somehow, the past three years of my life has taught me to raise myself up, to be my own friend. I don't need anyone to console my insecurities or reprimand my wrongdoings. Even though I'm still a child in the eyes of many, I have a foundation for which to build my future principles upon.
I'm still torn on the topic of drinking though. I got so upset at Stephen for drinking a few months ago, but now, I don't see it as such a bad thing anymore. Actually, I've had quite an obsession for shot glasses nowadays. Just collecting them... And margaritas and tequilas look so pretty everytime I go to Olive Garden... And I've been wanting to be a waitress like Ms. Thorsen so I can learn how to mix drinks ^___~
And I realized these past several weeks what I have been missing in limiting myself to a clique. All the people I could have known... We don't need 14 hangout friends in this world... we only need one, who will be there even if you have a humongo wart growing out of your eye. That might seem to have contradicted my first comment, but I meant both in a non-contradictory way.
Why the heck is this such a long blog? Because I like typing on my brand-new, HP Pavilion DV5140US. And even if most people won't understand what I'm talking about, I'll post the specs anyway.
AMD Turion 64 2.0GHz, 2GB RAM, 120GB HD, Lightscribe DVD+RW & CD+RW, ATI Radeon Xpress video card. YES. 2GIGS of RAM. Goshdarn, I love RAM.
AND YES! It's HP! I don't care what you say MINH!
Goodbye! | 
